AT A CONCERT

I can't wait until I get out of here! In just a few hours, I'll be at the concert I've been waiting to see for the last several months!  I'm so incredibly anxious about it right now. That Denver bankruptcy attorney that I've been chatting with online for the last several months will be there. This is the first time I'll be meeting him in person. We both like this band and we thought it would be a nice, neutral place to meet. I feel like it's almost harder to meet someone this way. We probably have these idealized versions of each other in our heads. I try to be careful about mine, but I have no idea what he might be thinking. When we write to each other, our connection is very strong. Neither one of us has even called each other on the phone, though. We could be completely incompatible that way, you know? That's why I'm so worried about it. I'm just nervous, I guess, about losing that strong connection we have if we somehow aren't able to look past any disappointments we might experience upon meeting. I value the connection we share so much that I almost considered telling him I didn't want to meet at all. Anyways, by the end of the evening I'll know the fate of our connection.

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